the story…#1

She told “they” are among of us. Even more..they grew into parts of our body, especially the brain. And they tell you what to do and you do it, moreover you believe you want it. Sincerely. And that’s much more strange than the butchers in horror movies. What’s the point in raping zombies!? You’re not scared of me cause you think we look the same. But God gave you an eye that is a failure. And it’s a long story to tell…that i’m not crazy, even i must admit my head is full of demons, but i’m not blind. It’s a Hell what i see with my eyes..

P.S. Have you got an idea what I mean??? My readers tell me. I’m not going to stuck in monolog.

Long Black Month…

Holla everybody! The Dead season starts on Mars now. And yes..it’s called winter session in university. It’s like when your private life goes head over heels and the only thing you do 25hours a day is studing. Wistful, even though useful. So today is the first day. The good thing is that now i’ve got my Blackberry so it shouldn’t be that boring) Eppp…dreams come true sometimes. It was in my wish-list in 2009, it’s in my hands in 2010. I wish things will go like that this year for me & for all of my friends. Returning to Blackberry..my model is 8900 Curve as i wanted. And also i induced my Godfather to buy one too and suggested Bold 9000. I must say that this smartphones are amazing and  became my faves, yes, i like iPhone too for sure, but Blackberry is what I need for myself even some services are not availiable where i live.

Lots of interesting things happens all around…I’m all so inspired. I want to attend CMS in the end of the year, i need to find a good job to earn money for my  future +++education. It’s so amazing, so catching…Arrr)))

P.S. Love Kandee’s Blog. She’s so sweet and talented.

P.P.S. My inspirational lineup

1)Lots of…Bat For Lashes music

2)some pictures..

Canada

Santa-Monica,LA

I’ll think of you every step of the way…

Just finished watching “The Bodyguard” (1992) movie starring Witney Houston & Kevin Costner. Can’t help crying in the final scene when Rachel Marron says “Stop” & runs out of the plane into Franks arms. This moment, this feeling, this music is everything to me. By the way…from the moment i first seen this film and heard Witney singing i finally decided to become a singer. At the age of three.))) Well..i am now.

P.S. I’m damn tired today…haven’t sleeped for about 25 hours. Almost Zombie-lookalike-ALIEN-kid. On my may home I bought a perfect red color lipstick (220) from RIMMEL. Hope to wear it soon, but not in university..((

But it still happens..

Maybe one day my dream’ll come true..

Not that i’m dreaming of too much. It’s quite normal. But i will be able to reach it only by working very hard. Earn some money, resolve all formalities & move for about 4 month to my favourite city to start some education. I won’t  tell more exactly now, cause i don’t want it to be only in words. So when it’ll start to transform to some activities and gain first goals i promise i’ll tell ya!) As for now it’s 3 days left till new 2010 year will replase 2009 for good. It’s time for talling up all we went through in the old year and making wishes for the upcoming. Not that we’ve to start a new life, but improve our mistakes and make steps forward only. Even on Mars it works!:) The main rule is “Don’t be common, be yourself”. It’s the only way to be happy i think or try to catch some happyness. I’ve been wrong acting too impulsive and insensible to my closest people, but now i’ve changed that. I’ve been wrong even to myself, but now it’s really over. And my mind is open for signals from outerspace, i’ve learnt to decode them, I’ve learnt to understand my body too and i’m very glad. It’s the new era…begins.

P.S. My Alien dog’s helping me to deal with my lame so i’m ready to do lots of things tomorrow. By the way i’ve found some inspiring looks done by talented make-up artists from CMS. And i wanna lurn to use them. Maybe i’ll practise before NY10 party.